Monday, November 1, 2010

xde title =)

da lme sgt2 xmemblogging nih..huhu...ha..byk gak la ske n duke spnjg xtulis dlm blog nih...bkn pe bz.. (klo x bz pon wt2 bz) hehehe...da smggu abes final..still dok uma n xtau nk wtpe..dating pon x...ermm..die bz sgt r kot...ntah...bia la..
ha..nk tau x azam bru cuti nih???hahhahaha...katakan xnak pd nasi sbpe lme yg blh....yeahhh...chaiyok!! nk tau npe??hahhaha...tau2 sdri la yek...da mkin kritikal da ni..tu yg trs wt kputusan nih..hahahha..stakat ni alhamdulillah..da msuk hr ke 6..huuhuhu...

g 1..sbnye aku dlm dlema nih..nk blk kg ke x..kang klo x blk owg kg touchg..da r convo ni dorg dtg smate2 nk tgk aku konvo...ermm..tp klo blk kg mst aku xdpt mnikmati cuti mcm skg..hahhaha..g stu xdpt jmp die..tp dok cni pon xdpt jmp gak kn..ari2 pon gado...jp ok jp ko...hmmm...tgk la nt..huhu..

rini bfday mama..tp aku xde wt pape pon..nk wt cmne xde mbe lorh nk kua cr present..die pon g pahang..klo x die nk dtg rini...tp de kje plk..xjd ler..rsenye aku bnje mkn kt kdai abg klantan tu pon ok kot ek..hahaha...sok klo die jd dtg aku ajk die kua cr present mama...ehehhehe

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

=)

mlm ni blk selayang ngn die...wee!!!
then, either tgh mlm o b4 subuh da grk blk segamat...
cant wait nk jmp shasha n danish...
miss them soooo much!
but, at the same tym, windu kt die coz mlm ni last jmp b4 rye
bfday pon xdpt jmp die..
but, fair la kot...ritu bfday die pon jmp nyte b4...heheheheh
mud rye da smp....
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

selamat hr raye!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

bebungo~

skian lme hati tesikse tbe2 bbenge skelip mate..huhu~
smlm kua ngn die g shopg rye..even xdpt cr sume brg still hepy sgt3..
today birthday die..tp xdpt clbrate same2.. mybe my bday pon xdpt clbrate sme2 jgk..
but, still in mood hepy..hehe..rse sume -ve feelg missin cmtu je..hbt jgk panahan asmara nih..haha...ayt xley blah..

smlm shopg kueh rye je byk..bju aku 1 pon xjmp..xde yg besh pon.. bju die dpt r 1..aku dpt kst je tu pon cm dodot jek..tp sbtu ni mama ajk g shopg..hehehe...hope dpt sume yg xde tu..hmm..

k,la..aku da 2 mlm xtdo nih..mlm td blk je..mndi2..patu tros ngadap asgnmt yg xley blah tu..adoiyai...da r bru bg smlm, kne anta pg ni..xke sngal..klo sng tu xpe r gak..ntah pe aku wt pon aku xtau...redo je le...aku ngntok smp da xley tdo da nih..tp klo tdo ni mau luse br bgn..bese r..aku kn ske topup2 tdo nih..haha...

Sunday, August 29, 2010

chapter 2

Holly gets off his bed quickly. Time’s now 8.00 a.m! Holly gets to the bathroom quickly. She is late now. At 8.20 a.m., she runs to the train station and waits for the next train.

“How can I be late today? Why my alarm clock didn’t ringing? Did I forget to set the clock? But I think I had set the clock last night before I sleep”, mumble Holly while she walks inside the train.

She arrives at the hospital after ten minutes. When she enters the hospital, all of other staff look at her and ask her that if she is sick? Holly doesn’t know why they asking her like that. Then, she met Lewis and he also asks her the same question.

“Hey, Holly! Are you sick?”

“Ha? Why everybody asking me the same question? I’m okay.”

“Then, why you come here? Today is Sunday and you’re supposed to be resting at home now.”

“O-ho… Now I know why you all ask me the question. But, how about you? You’re also supposed to be resting at home today.” , said Holly sarcastically.

“I came just to send this file to the office”. Lewis shows the file to Holly. “Do you have any plan today?”

“Urm.. I don’t think so. Why?”

“Do you want to follow me to meet my grandma? I had never seen her for three months. I miss her so much.

“Okay, but I have to change my uniform.” They laughed.

After Lewis sent his file, they go to Holly’s house by Lewis’ car. Lewis waits for Holly and drinks a cup of coffee. Then, Lewis drives his car to his grandma’s house. Holly bought some fruits for Lewis’ grandma.

When they arrived, Holly is very happy because she hadn’t back to her hometown since eight years ago.

* * *

Eight years ago, Holly was fifteen years old. Holly and her family wanted to go to summer vacation by her father’s car. On their way there, they met in an accident and her family was passed away. Only Holly was saved from the tragedy but she had a trauma and mental problem since that. After she got a therapy for three years, she is normal now.

In the incident, her mum, dad, sister, younger brother and her grandparents also died. Until now, she stays at her home alone. She had had a maid to accompany her but she didn’t like any stranger staying in her house. Now, she is alone without family around her.

* * *

Now, she is happy because Lewis’ grandma is very nice to her. They spent all of the day with his grandma. After dinner, Lewis sends Holly home.

“Thanks for everything Lewis”

“Anything for you”.

“Okay, drives carefully. Good night. Bye”.

“Take care. Bye”.

Holly gets ready to sleep and she hopes that she will has a nice dream as nice as her day today.

* * *

A guy suddenly comes to Holly with anxious face.

“Holly, please help me! I can’t stand here anymore. I can’t see the light. Please Holly, I need your help. Fulfill my wish before I go forever, then I will help you. I know your problems”, said a young man with his fear face and he has a bleeding big hole in his chest. It is so appalling.

“Who are you? Why do you come to me? Go to other person. I can’t help you and I don’t know you. Go away!” Holly feels so scared to see the appall body in front of her.

“No, Holly. Only you can help me and you have to do it for your own safety.”

“Why should I help you and what’s wrong with me? I’m fine.”

“Do you know who’s calling you in the midnight everyday?”

“Who? Do you know who he is? But, how do you know all this?”

“I know everything about you and your novel. I know about the ghost who always haunting you and the old lady that you always see in the garden at the back of your house.”

“Ha? Who are you and how do you know about all this?”

“I will tell you later, okay?”

“Okay, but at least tell me your name?”

“Oh ya, I’m Derrick Garemi. I have to go now because the sun will rise. I’ll see you again Holly.”

He just walks away after that. Holly still confuse about what had happened just now. When she turned back to see Joe, the guy had disappeared from the street. Holly’s confusion becomes doubled with the situation.

* * *

“I can’t get out of bed today to get you off my mind…” the song by Stacie Oricco that had been set as an alarm in Holly’s phone is ringing. Holly gets up of her bed and prepares for work. She takes a train as usual.

Holly arrives early and she goes to the cafe to take her breakfast. She is thinking about the conversation last night. She didn’t know either the guy is only in her dream or reality. She is more confuses nowadays because everyday she has more oddity in her life. Sometimes, she can’t differ either she is dreaming or not. Her boyfriend suggests her to see a psychologist to solve her problem, but Holly ignores it and asks him not to be worried about her and she tells him that it is not serious. Maybe she only need some rest.

She takes a sandwich and a cup of hot chocolate for her breakfast. Then, she gets back to her work. Today, she has to manage the mortuary. She works with Sharon. But, she didn’t see Sharon since this morning.

“Where did she go? Has she come to work?”, Holly asks Sara at the counter.

But, no one knows where she is.

“Maybe she’s not well today.”, says Holly’s intuition. She enters the mortuary. She has to know about her partner because she has to close the door. It is because the room is confidential and not everyone can enter the room. So, she must lock the door after she gets inside it. She has to check the number of the dead body in the mortuary. Then, she must check about their profile and make a record of the new body that arrives just now.

First thing that she wants to do is counting the number of the body. The first counting shows that there are 57 bodies in the mortuary. She counts for the second time to avoid the carelessness of recording. But, now she gets the numbers is increasing! Now the number is 58, not 57.

Holly feels uncomfortable but she tries to calm herself down and count again. For this time, she gets the old number. There are 57 bodies. Now, she feels a little relief. Then, she has to check the profile of all of the dead bodies.

When she does her work, one hand holds her left hand.

“Arghhhh!”, she is very surprised. Then, she runs out of the mortuary quickly. Unfortunately, the door was locked. She goes to the table to take the key. But, there are so many keys.

“Oh, shit! What’s the hell of all this?”, Holly is mumbling.

The lights in the room suddenly turned off. She’s now lonely in the darkness of the mortuary.

“Oh no! Someone please help me!”, Holly tries to get some help but no one can hear her voice because the room is a voice proof. Although she is so scares and crying now, she is still trying to open the door by trying with all the keys.

Suddenly, she feels something hold her legs and finally, she can open the door. She runs out of the room but, she feels like someone is following her. She suddenly collides to Dr. James Dobson and she hugs him, crying and tries to get some help. But, when they look back, there’s nothing there. All of it looks clear as usual.

Holly is still crying. Dr. James tries to calm her down. Suddenly, Lewis walks near them and sees his girlfriend is in other guy’s hug. He feels so angry and jealous. But, he is still in his lucid. He has to maintain his image and he doesn’t want to fight in the hospital because of a lady. Then, he goes to his room to get his temper lower.

Dr. James is a psychologist in the hospital. So, Holly tells what happened to her just now. He wants to help her. Holly tells him everything includes her dreams, the calls and so on. Then, Dr. James wants Holly to get her psychology session to solve her problem. Holly accepts the offer because she feels more comfortable after telling everything to Dr. James.

Since that, Holly always meets Dr. James. It makes Lewis get angrier. It is because they haven’t got their time together even for lunch. Holly is getting closer with Dr. James and Lewis sees that they’re always being together. When Lewis tries to call her, she is always rejecting the calls. She is also avoids from meeting him. Then, Lewis makes his decision to let them go because he believes that Holly will be back to her soon.

In fact, Holly stills love Lewis. But, she is quite busy with her session and she didn’t tell Lewis about it to avoid him from being worried. From all of the stories, Dr. James asks her to take some medicines and he thinks that Holly is in the first stage from three stages of the mental disorder.

* * *

“Ding, dong, ding, dong…” The clock showing that is 12 a.m. now. Holly is still watching television in the hall. Suddenly, she heard someone knocks the door. She goes to the door to see who’s there but no one is there. She feels uncomfortable with it. When she turns back, she is very surprise because the little girl who came in her dreams a month ago stands in front of her.

“Ahhh! Who are you? Where’re you come from? Why you always come in my life? I never disturb you, why you disturb me? What do you want?” Holly says it loud. The girl didn’t say anything. She is only chuckles to Holly and she is gone few seconds after that. Holly locks the door and runs to her bedroom to takes her medicines. She tries to think positively like Dr. James said.

She’s ready to sleep but every time she tries to close her eyes, she will see the girl in her eyes. After she feels a little bit calmer, she goes to the kitchen to get some drink. Suddenly, she sees an old woman is digging a hole and plant something in the small garden at the back of her house. But, she couldn’t see what kind of thing that the old woman is planting. She tries to find out who the old woman is and what she does at her garden. Holly goes out of her kitchen to meet the old woman and she wants to ask her what she is trying to do there at this time. As she goes out, the old woman is gone. Holly feels so cold and runs inside her house.

Holly can’t sleep that night because she is thinking about the old woman. When the sun comes out, Holly go out of her house and she goes to the garden and tries to find anything that she can use to dig the hole. She wants to see what the thing that was planted by the old woman last night.

Then, she found a hoe under a big tree. She digs the hole by the hoe and she believes that the hoe was used by the old woman last night. Suddenly, she smells something bad and then she found a dead body in the hole!

She runs inside her house and lock all the doors and windows. Then, she sits in her bedroom. She doesn’t go to work. She is very shock. All of the calls were ignored by Holly. Lastly, Holly sleeps after she takes her overdose medicines.

At 9.00 p.m. Holly wakes up from her sleep. She feels like very dizzy. She takes her bath and goes to the kitchen to get some food. She feels so hungry because she hasn’t taken any kind of food for the whole day. She cooks spaghetti for her dinner.

After she eats, she wants to clean the dishes. But, suddenly she sees the little girl and a teenager as her age walking around the garden, holding hands. Then, they come to get closer to Holly. They look at Holly with a fierce face and Holly can see their mouths are bleeding.

She really scares with them. She runs to her bedroom but, she falls in front of the kitchen’s door and faint.

At the morning, she awakes and she found a bleeding knife in her hand. She’s panic and gets up to the sink to clean all of the blood at the knife and on her hand. Then, she walks to her bedroom and changes her clothes. She thinks that she is getting crazy. She calls Catherine and asks her to take her and bring her to the hospital because she doesn’t think that she can go to the hospital by her own as usual.

Catherine fetches her by her new car. They go to the hospital and as they arrived there, Holly runs to the Dr. James’ room. At that time, Dr. James has a meeting with his patient but when they look Holly is crying with her pale face, his patient gives a space for Holly first.

Then, Dr. James asks Holly to sit in front of him and he wants Holly to tell what had happened to her. Holly tells everything to him and he tries to calm her down. Then, as usual he gives some advices to her.

“Holly, after I did my research about your problem, I found that you have a psychological problem and you are in the critical stage right now. So, my suggestion for you now, you have to enter the mental hospital or you have to find someone to stay with you but, she must be a professional psychologist to take care of you.”

“No, James. I’m fine, I’m not crazy. I was just being disturbed by someone.”

“But, who disturbs you? No one is disturbing you Holly. It’s only your imagination. Okay? I believe that all this will be alright. Don’t worry about that, I will find someone to stay with you.”

“No, James. I don’t want any stranger stay in my house.”

“How about your boyfriend, Lewis?. Although he is not good in psychology, I believe he can help you.”

“No, thanks.” Then, she runs out of the room and takes a taxi home. Since a week ago, she didn’t open her laptop to write her novel. She turns on her laptop but, suddenly she sees the little girl and the teenager’s face.

* * *

James goes to see Lewis to ask some questions about Holly.

“Lewis, can I ask you something?”

“What?”

“It’s Holly.”

“Oh, I think you’re already knew everything about her.”

“Why are you saying like this?”

“I saw that Holly and you are so close than me nowadays.”

“Oh, come on Lewis, she’s only my patient. I treat her same as my other patients. How about your relationship? Everything’s okay right?”

“No, she had changed. She didn’t want to see me anymore, not even answering my calls, James.”

“Oh, I’m sorry. I thought you’re happy together. She has a serious problem Lewis. If you don’t mind, I want you to take care of her and give more attention to her.”

“Okay, thanks man.”

After work, Lewis goes to Holly’s house. He calls Holly’s name for many times but she doesn’t open the door. He remembers that Holly always keeps her spare key above her main electric box. After he found the key, he opens the door. He calls Holly again, but there’s no response from her.

He goes upstairs to Holly’s bedroom. Once he enters the room, he’s shock! Holly was fainted in front of her laptop. He quickly gets Holly into his car and drives back to the hospital. Holly was fainted because of the stress that she had faces and her blood pressure is very low. After a few minutes, she regain from her unconsciousness.

Lewis says sorry to Holly if he did anything wrong to her before. Then, Holly hugs him and cry. She also says sorry to Lewis because she makes Lewis worried about her. Then, she explains to Lewis about everything that had happened to her for the past few weeks and why she didn’t answer his calls and why she didn’t want to meet him. Actually, she was stressed by her problems and didn’t want Lewis to be worried about her.

Monday, August 16, 2010

chapter 1


Holly takes her towel and goes to her bathroom to get shower. She’s very tired because she had faced her laptop since five hours ago. Holly is a writer who loves to write horror stories. She’s always trying to find the latest story without care wherever she has to go and whoever she has to interview just to get stories that she thinks is suitable with her novel.

After she had her bath, she gets ready to sleep. The clock shows the time is already 1.00 a.m. Just after half an hour she have her sleep, she suddenly awake. She heard someone is crying. She goes to the living room and trying to find where is the voice comes from. She finally found the place. It is from one of the rooms at the downstairs. Her house has three rooms at the upstairs and two rooms at the downstairs. She walks down the stairs slowly but her heart races very fast.

When she arrives at the front of the room, she opens the door slowly.

“Arghhh!”

She is very surprise when she looks inside of the room. A little girl is crying on the bed. The girl has a long hair. Holly walks slowly into the room and tries to be brave although she scares with the situation. She sits in front of the girl and tries to stop the girl from crying.

But, when she wants to touch her, the girl suddenly stares at her and her eyes are red! Holly is in shocked. After that, the child laughs at her. She is very scares, then she runs to her room but, the child runs faster than her. At the stairs, the child catches her leg and tries to bite Holly’s it with her canine tooth. Holly screams loudly but no one can hear her voice. Moreover, she is alone in the house. The child chuckles and blood come out from her mouth.

Suddenly, Holly gets up from her bed. “Thank God!,” says Holly. She was just dreaming. But deep inside her heart, she feels that something is wrong with her leg. Her right leg is bleeding! She was surprised about that and suddenly remembered about her dream just now. Is it a reality or just a dream?.

Then, she goes to her laptop and finds that her writing was added and completed for a chapter. And more surprising is the story in the chapter is same with her dream just now. The clock now shows that now is 5.00 a.m. Holly can’t continue her sleep anymore. She goes to the bathroom and gets her bath to start a new day.

* * *

At 7.00 a.m. sharp, she’s already at the train station. She is heading to the hospital where she works as a nurse. While she’s in the train, she feels like someone is staring at her. But, when she looks around, everyone is busy doing their own business. There are some colleagues gossiping each other, a blind man holding a cup of tea, and the others just waiting for their stops. No one can be suspicious. She keeps feeling the same until she reaches her destination. When she walks out of the train, she suddenly sees the girl that appeared in her dream last night. She is frozen in front of the door before it close.

“Hey, Holly! Wow, you’re so early today. Why you look so pale?”, said Catherine.

“Urmm, nothing”

“OK. Then, let’s walk together”.

Holly just follows her friend while Catherine busy gossiping about artists and their colleagues. But Holly does not listen to her friend because she is still in shock and thinking about the girl.

In Queen’s Bay Hospital, Holly does her work as usual. She serves food for patients, gives medicine and cleans them. Then, she receives a message from her boyfriend, Dr. Lewis Sinclair. He asks her to meet him at usual place for their lunch. She just smiles when thinking of Lewis.

* * *

Holly and Lewis had known each other for five years. The first time they met was in a train.

Holly took a train as usual to go to the hospital. The train was too crowded and suddenly she was pushed by a fat woman. It makes her collapsed but luckily a guy in front of her managed to catch her before she kisses the floor. At that time, both of them had a strange feeling- that is what some of us believe, love at first sight.

Thank you to the fat lady actually.. The guy is an Irish and Arabian mixed with his very good looking face. He likes on the ball. Anyone who looks at him will be impressed with his charm. His personality suits with Holly who has long blonde hair, hazel eyes and sexy lips. Until now they are a happy couple.

* * *

Lewis brings Holly to My Mum Restaurant to get their lunch. Both of them ordered a set of spaghetti olio and a bowl of fruits salad. Holly has no appetite to eat. She is still thinking about the girl.

“What’s wrong with you Hol? Why you look moody? Is there any problem?”

“Nothing, I just thinking about my dream last night” .

“Why? Tell me,” Lewis replied.

Holly tells everything that has happened to her boyfriend. Lewis says that it was only her imagination and nothing to worry about it.

Holly feels unsatisfied with Lewis because he seems like he didn’t care and believe what she had said just now. They return to the hospital by Lewis’ Merc. She does her work as usual.

She returns home at 5.00 p.m. She takes a break, bath and has some meal. Then, she continues writing her novel. After a few seconds writing, she falls asleep in front of her laptop.

She is dreaming! In her dream, she sees an old woman with a hoe in her right hand. The woman looks like a mad woman with her long; messy hair, dirty shirt and her face looks so horrible. She stares at Holly with a scary look. Suddenly, Holly wakes up from her sleep. She smiles and talks to herself that the woman in her dream just now can be a character in her novel.

“Yes! I can add a new character for my fantastic story. I must try to create a wonderful story for my readers”, said Holly. “Everyone will be proud of me”.

* * *

In a dark night, an old woman walks around Halen’s house with a hoe in her right hand. She is evil. Everyone scares of her because she is very mystery. So many cases we can hear at Hogan Street about the woman. Her name is Maria. She is very pretty at some years ago. All guys tried to tackle her but no one can touch her heart.

Since one day, Maria had not meet people. After seven months, people in the town got shocking news. Maria is dead! But, no one knows the cause of her death. From the news by the neighbourhood, she didn’t meet people because she was pregnant and nobody wants to take the responsibility of her pregnancy. No one knew who actually the father of the baby. She had tried to go out to meet people but with her condition, no one liked her anymore and she felt so sad.

After a few months, one by one man in the town had been killed. No one knows what’s going on at that time. Then, a lot of stories explode about Maria in the neighbourhood. They said that Maria became a ghost and killed all the guys to show her revenge.

Halen is a sexy girl with a pink short hair. Actually, she is Maria’s daughter. She helps her ‘mother’ to revenge by ensnare some boys and then, she will give them to her ‘mum’ to kill them. She always sees her ‘mum’ around her house. She can feel her mum’s spirit around her.

One day, Halen brings Joe to her house. Joe likes Halen because she is quite pretty and sexy. Joe is a famous playboy in her college. Joe is always hurting girls after he got what he wants. Halen had been tackling him since a few weeks ago and she finally got him to get revenge for all his acts.

One night, they enjoyed themselves with drinks and dance. At 3.00 a.m., Halen looks out the window and she sees her mum walks around the small garden at the back of her house. Maria smiles at her daughter and shows her canine tooth.

“Time for a real enjoy!” Maria talks to herself.

Halen gets up from the bed and walk to the kitchen. Before she closed the room’s door, she looks at Joe who is still sleeping on the bed.

Halen goes to take a knife and a scythe in a small store at the downstairs. Then, she tiptoe back to her room to avoid Joe awakes from his sleep. Slowly, Halen get closer to Joe. Unfortunately, he awakes and looks at Halen suspiciously.

“Halen, what are you trying to do?”

Halen smiles “Nothing, don’t be afraid. I won’t do anything. Just want to say thanks for the beautiful night and I just wanted to make it more beautiful tonight”. Halen laughs.

Joe looks at the scary looking woman out of the window with a hoe in her right hand from a mirror in the room and a little girl beside her. The little girl’s name is Halen Junior. Joe started to worry and afraid to think about what will happen to him after this.

“Hey Halen! Are you crazy? What do you want from me? Why you do this to me? We were enjoying each other just now. Am I hurting you? Please, stop it and we can discuss about it. I love you Halen, don’t you love me? I know that you love me right. Now, stop it. It’s not funny Halen. Please!” Joe just talked out whatever comes out from his mind. He tries to make Halen calm down. Unfortunately, all of his effort can’t change anything. Moreover, Halen is holding a knife and tries to stab him. Luckily, he can avoid every stab from Halen.

Halen feels so angry. She runs to Joe and hugs him tightly and stabs him from the back. Joe can’t do anything. Halen laughs and let Joe’s body fall down. His back started bleeding. Joe is very near of his death door. Joe tried to hold Halen’s hand to get her sympathy. But, Halen just ignores him.

Then, in a second, she takes a scythe and cut Joe’s neck and Joe passed away immediately. Halen looks at Maria by the mirror and says that their mission is accomplished.

“Not yet, we must clear any proof of this murder”, said Maria.

“It’s easy mum. We can do it. Now, it’s you turn to solve it”. Halen gives a hug to her mum. She gets inside of her house to clean any proof. She burns Joe’s shirt, watch, shoes and everything.

At the garden, Maria digging a big hole with a hoe to plant the dead body inside it. Before that, she takes out a scythe and disinters the body to take his liver. She is very happy when she does it because she feels like she gets what she had missing at long time ago. Then, she puts the body inside the hole and closes it with a lot of sand. Then, she covers it with some leaves and sticks.

* * *

“Kring!kring! The phone is ringing. Holly runs to pick up the phone.

“Hello,”

“Why are you writing that kind of story?!” , said the husky voice. He sounds like an old man.

“Who are you?”

“No need to know who I am. What I want you to do is stop writing the stupid story. Understand?!” Then, he hung up.

Holly confuses when she thinks about the call just now.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

by me, aino & farah

dr smpn je hsl karya kami ni tbe2 tfikir nk ltk kt blog..atleast klo hlg dlm lptp, de kt dlm ni..huhu..klo sudi, bce la ye..n klo de nk komen dialu2kan...sile2..jgn malu2...eww~

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

besday syu..

hepy birthday to u...
hepy birthday to...eh????
la...mgkuk tol..slh owg r plak...haha..wt suspen jerk...
zana upenyer...syu nye mne??
jp2..ha...ssshhh...

cak!
hepy birthday 2 u...(2x)
hepy birthday 2 u....syuhada...
hepy birthday 2 u....

ngn mke tkezot ' mekaseh2!!' smbil syu plok2 sume owg...huhu
pe tgu ag..blsh!!
haha..

bgitu la gelagat kami mnyambut syu n mnyerang stmbt yg tlh dsediakan kami...
kami ke???haha..boley la...

pyot da x ley blah...xtbwk da ha..huhu..
mengahnye x tkate...huuu~~
besh2..tp pic nye blm dpt upload..up coming ye...

besday nye pon ag 59 mnt dr skg...ok la tu..
upload sok la..k...daa~

Firman Allah S.W.T : "Hai org2 yg beriman, diwajibkan atas kamu berpuasa sebagaimana diwajibkan atas org2 sebelum kamu agar kamu bertakwa"..Al-Baqarah-183.

da nk pose..jp je rse nye...huhu...kne r thn dri dr sgale pkare yg mlbtkn nfsu...huhu..
ha! jgn pk len ey...means here is nfsu mkn..use of words..nfsu shopg...n etc la..
azm utk bln pose ni nk wear tdg the whole month..insya-Allah.. n try to do diz smp ble2..
hope sume bjln lncr..hehe..but, quite sdey lorh..mlm ni xdpt g 1st terawih.. cz bndera jpon blm trun..hehe
but, insya-Allah, sok da ley pose..huhu...kne r buang tebiat2 buruk aku..ahaxz ;D

Saturday, August 7, 2010

???

npe aku xde mud nih..nk blk hell pon xde mud..xtau nk wtpe..npe aku cmni??aku pon xtau...
tekanan emosi tol..cmni lme2 ley msuk spital mental nih...hohoho...mud cuti da smp kot..bahaye2...
erm......mcm2 rse nih..nk ngamuk..nk jerit...nk ngis...nk mrh...sume de....aku x ske r prsaan nih...
cmne nk wt...huhu...arghhhhhhhhhhhhh......

Friday, August 6, 2010

nk kongsi 1 cte..


patient: tlg la doktor...sy da kritikal sgt da nih..
dokte: sy tgk awk sht je..awk skt pe?
patient: ssh nk ckp...sume dokte kate sy da xde hrpn da :(
dokte: yela..tp awk skt pe? sy da amik drh awk..da cek 1 bdn awk..tp awk sht je..
patient: sy skt m
dokte: skt m???
patient:a'ah...sy da lme x bgn,duduk pon kdg2 je..pe ag nk bjln..kdg2 mkn pon x..
dokte: abes, awk dtg cni camane?
patient: atok sy sorong sy ngn kosi roda..
dokte:knp plak awk xley bgn?
patient: sy malas.
dokte: huh??????


nk tau x ubat yg plg mujarab tp xramai yg amalkan???

doa dan doa....


Maksudnya : “Ya Allah, aku berlindung denganMu dari penyakit tua dan kesedihan, dari lemah dan malas, dari bakhil dan penakut, dan kalah dengan hutang dan kekuatan lelaki”. [al-Bukhari]

Antara doa Nabi juga :
اللهم إني أسألك الثبات في الأمر، والعزيمة على الرشد

Maksudnya : “Ya Allah, aku memohon dariMu ketetapan dalam urusan kerja dan keazaman atas hidayat”.

renung2kan dan slmt bramal.. =)

yg terindah


Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku

Tiada lagi keresahan

Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku

Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta

Kau yang memberi rasa

Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia

Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jikaku tidak sempurna

Tika bahagia mula menjelma

Bila keyakinan datang merasa

Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu

Merindui dirimu

Memiliki dirimu

Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta

Kau yang memberi rasa

Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia

Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta

Hingga aku rasa indah

erghhh...


npknye cm x jd je plan nk kua rini...ermmm =(
bowing...wing...wing.....
pe nk wt rini???
ngadap lappy ngn bku je???
wt d day???
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
npe sume owg bz nih....xpuas ati btol..huhu
yg plg aku xley bla...abg lanun aku ley plak ckp
'abg rse r, mama tu sowg je kt uma..da r dkt sbulan da x jmp syg...
klo nk kua abg bg jer...'
ayt xley blah...
saje r tu dgki ngn aku....
die xtau mama in law die full ngn actvty rini.. kempunan la aku nk mkn eskem ngn fries mcD
last2 sape yg dok sowg???
akuuuuuuuuuuu jgk!
huh!
xpe2.... t aku tuntut kt die...xkre! die kne gnti blk pe yg aku x dpt nih...erghhh...

keliru

dak2 skool lme aku ajk kua...aku pon konon2 nk send msg kt mbe2 len..tbe2 de la sowg minah ni rply...tnye aku

kt mne tmpt tu?xpnh dgr pon..

aku pon dgn jujurnye jwb r: kt ngn tesco...owg pon xpnh g..ni bru nk g..huhu..jom r join skali..

oo...tp kn knp sume name yg tagged tu sy xknl pon?

hah?yeke?erm...xpe la..ajk je la sesape yg awk knl skali... (blm mngenalpasti ag nih)

oo..xpe la...u all je lah g..siyes, stu pon sy xknl lgsg...

hah?aku da xsdp ati nih...aku pon klik kt nme die...tgk profile...
upenye aku slh owg da.....hahahhahaha...sengal gler rse....
xpnh aku rse sesengal nih...adoiyaiiii...

aku pon cpt2 r cvr... ooo...ok =)

juz imagine, klo die siyes join..sape plak nk lyn die???aku pon x knl...mst kekok gler..huhu..
wt pasal tol la aku nih....tpkse gak aku ngaku aku dodot...hahahahhahahahhahahaa ;D

find a way...

alamak..cmane nih???agk2 klo aku nk kua ngn mbe2 skoo aku die bg x ek??hmm..tp klo x kua..t ble ag nk kua... b4 pose la ley kua tgk wyg..karok..men bwlg..hmm..syiok tuh..nk tgu die..bjggut ag r aku...slalu nk kua blm pnh ag r xdpt...but, slalu bsyrt...ni yg lmh nih..kne stle kn pape kje yg de nih...t ley ckp esemen xde..hehehehe...kne study siap2 utk test nx week nih..t sng sket nk mjwb..hahahaha...besh x idea aku????cm besh jek..ok r tu...ehem...ehem...nk wt ayt besh..tp skg die kje xle kco..t xdpt kua...tgu die bes kje lorh...huhu..mtk2 boley...hehehehe...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

windu...

windu die sgt...sgt windu kt die...uwaa....
but, stakat ni, blm gado ag..utk rini la..hehehehe...
xtau npe..windu cgt999999999999x
ahahaxzz....

be proud to be a teacher..

rini aku dpt 1 gd news..ex student aku gtau die dpt 5As 4 his pcubaan upsr bru2 nih..hepy sgt dgr news tu..but, 4 those who didnt get 5As like him pon xpe..as a tcr, kite xley bias rite??huhu..ttbe miss them so much..mse prctcum aku rse sgt sgt sgt pnat with all d work...all d lsn plan..but, hari2 xsbr nk g skool jmp students..x sbr nk lyn kerenah dorg..hepy when they laugh..enjoy with them in class.. n yg plg best sgt2 mse 1st day dpt title teacher from my students..cant describe the feeling through words..huhu..really miss them..thanx all my babies 4 still contact..xtau ble dpt jmp lg...

after diz, mybe nx o nx 2 years, hve to go to another prctcum but diz tym, kne g 2ndary skool plak..so nvs...dont know how to cnduct o cntrl them..bcz jrk umo x jauh beza..n bdk2 skg..dasyat..huhu...cmne pon kne face gak kn..hmm..juz prepare n wait till d tym come... =)

pe pnyakit aku??

"doktor, i skit pe?"
"u x de denggi..dmm pon xserious..but, if 2 hr ag u dmm ag u dtg cni lg..or mybe smtg else hppnd"
"huh???"
(dlm ati) da amik drh aku cucuk x btol..siap 2x ag kne cucuk bru drh kua..pnt aku thn skt tbe2 die kate x skt??patu??aku ni tgh ske2 je ke pe tggu 4 jm kt spital nih??grrr......

no wonder la skt but g spital xdpt detect skt pe..pdhl aku dmm da dkt smggu cme on off la..dmm mlm je..siang kmain sht ag..upenye de yg pekene aku ye..ermm..but, aku pon xtau la nk caye ke x..caye la kot but x de r 100%..xcaye pon xley..bnde da jd..aku sdri da rse..but, now da sht da..thanx to sume yg mbntu..esspecially abg sparrow aku ngn fmly die..aku rse bsyukur sgt coz dpt knl die..mse ni la aku dpt rse die syg aku sgt..huhu...aku pon syg die gak..ngge~~

mlm td abg lanun aku tu anta aku blik..skali ngn abh,mak n adik die yg plg kcik pon ikot gak..b4 anta aku, abh die ajk aku ikot skali g mkn ngn adek die yg no2 kt kl..aku pon ok j la..hehe..xkn nk demand plak kn..da r 1st tym..aku slese ngn mak die..abh die pon ok..but, adik die aku xsmpt nk knl2..tp aku tgk cm ssh je aku nk msuk ngn die..xtau la klo baru2 kn..but, conclusion nye aku epy je mak ngn abh die lyn aku best..hehehe..

k, tkr topik..aku kompius r ngn dr aku sdri..npe aku rse keadaan skeliling aku brubah skelip mate??ke prasaan aku je??ntah..but, aku dpt rse sume nye len..org keliling aku pon sme..npe cm sume nk jauhkn dri dr aku??aku de wt slh ke??npe x gtau??ntah la..kdg2 mls nk pk..bkn pe mls nk bsr2 kn..klo aku slh aku mtk mf but klo de yg trase ati ngn aku during aku 'sakit' tu..aku mtk mf..aku mmg x sdr lgsg..de mse nye yg aku sdri xtau pe aku wt n x sdr lgsg..emosi aku pon x stabil..ssh nk ckp..kdg2 rse nk idop sorg2 je..tp aku tau tu sume mstahil..ntah la..

Friday, July 23, 2010

arghhhh....

da lme gle aku x mnaip dlm blog aku nih..da mcm2 hal da jd..huhu..tp dlm byk2 hal yg jd dlm mgu ni, aku plek 1 bnde je..knp air dlm tmpyn xley dcurahkan sdgkan byk nyamuk edis ley mbiak skg nih??huhu..actly aku cplak ayt sinar ni..hehe..but btol pe..tension tol aku ngn minah yg konon vouge tu..sume bnde nk cte kt si authentic tu..lua dlm die cte..tu blm jd laki..hm..n yg xley thn da la xde kne mngene, sebok lak nk emo lbey2..lwk tol..kdg2 ksian gak tgk die cmtu..hahaha...

ha, ni prstiwe rini..mle2 aku, kak syad, cetet, ngn suria g mkn kt kg..mse tu ok je..sume lncr..hehe..then, ktowg g la shah alm..nk g tmn 4 musim tu konon2 nye..msuk2 je npk da bdk2 rmai kua pkai trcksuit..dorg pndg ktowg sengeh2 je..siap wish enjoy ur journey ag..msg2 da gelak2..ble da msuk, ktowg tgk sgnbd.. 1.3 km ke blk 4 musim tuh..perhhhh..ngn msg2 bju cm nk g tgk wyg..ngn hndbag nye siap..hahaha...bru la ktowg phm npe dak2 td ckp cmtu..erghhh...

then, ktorg blk..ok la..enjoy r gak..tgkp gmb da mcm xpnh jmp kmre r plk kn..haha..patu cetet briye la nk g wetworld..nk tnjuk kt aku ngn kak syad ikan arapaima die yg aku mmg xpnh tau pon kwujudan die..huhu..unfrtunately ttp la plak...warhhh...tencen ag..

smntare nk tgu kinah dtg amik kak syad, ktorg lpk r kt extreme park tu..mse grak nk blk uma aku tbe2 de kete polis kt sebelah tnjuk tgn suh ke kiri..ktorg sume cm blur je..patu de plak lori polis kt blkg suh kekiri2...ktowg pon benti la..patu de byk kete lalu..patu ktowg pon tpinge2 wt mke comey msg2 dok pk wtp kite dok ctu while polis tu xbenti pon??upenye polis tu suh bg laluan kt kete sape ntah..huuhhh...da touchg ngn polis n instrctn yg x dpt ktowg phmkn tu..haha

da smp uma aku, ktowg mlantak durian yg aku bli otw td r plak..aku yg da lme gle bsare mkn durian pon xtau cmne aku ley mkn jgk..huhu..hbt btol..byk gak x abes..aku mkn 7 ulas tuh..hoho..smp loye aku dwtnye..eww~ lbeh tu mama siap mskkn wt gule durian ag utk ktowg wt bekal..hehe..otw nk blk, da smp sg blh..tbe2 kete byk bderet..cbe teke npe?? :)

ha, upenye..jpj wt rdblock..pe kes ntah..tp yg ktowg x puas ati tu, ade ke patot ktowg kne thn kt tepi..then, mtk lesen kt cetet..patu boley r plak pkck jpj ni tny cetet, yg mne stu lesen sbnr..huish..soklan die mcbr btol..die kate sje nk skolah kn bdk skolah..xley blah..smpt lak kate nme aku ziana zain..tbe2 je..xde kne mngene..pnat2 aku snyum2 comey kt jpj2 kt ctu..ngt ley lps upenye ag die thn..huhu..dodot2...pe yg aku phatikan sume yg die thn sume pompuan..sengal tol..cm nk mgtl pon de gak..tnye soklan ntah pape..klo pnjenayah tu die thn xpe r gak..ni ktowg yg mke stim durian ni jgk die nk thn..eyyyhhhh...

in short, aku nk gtau yg even aku enjoy ngn sume aktvti2 hr ni, aku x puas ati gak ngn incdent2 yg xley blah 2..arghhh... ;/

Sunday, July 4, 2010

tirai smlm..wah..

smlm kje aku ngadap lptp jek..o..actly bkn dr smlm pon..kre stat aku smp uma..tu r kje aku..esemen byk tp aku bkn focus sgt pon kt esemen..hehe..fb da jd esemen aku da..mlm td..abg syg dtg amik nk anta kt u..mama sbuk msk utk abg..aku tgk da mcm komfem2 j nih..hehehe..die pndai bodek mmg r..mlm kmarin die dtg bw dgg ruse..tu yg mama aku briye msk..aku pon de bw utk kgkwn kt u..dorg suke..hehe..mse mkn ngn mama die tnye mama pnh mkn tggiling x..aku cpt j jwb..xpnh..nk jgk..hehe..xmalu btol..hehe..tp aku xdpt tgk mentor smp abes..sbb tkt smp u lmbt..t pk guard xbg msok aku nk tdo mne plak..da r brg pnoh 1 kete..huhu..so, aku xtau pon sape mng mentor..ni aku bgn pg2 pon xde sape ug bgn ag..abg syg da g kje..huhu..ble le bdk2 ni nk bgn...aku nk copy dorgnye notes nih..hmm..da la pak mus tu ske tnye2 dlm kls..kang aku x redy nk jwp pe..tnganga je ler..ha,ni de 1 bnde aku musykil nih..de r bdk nih..die post kt fb mcm2..mrh btol die..but aku tgk xde pe pon..snyum jek..die mrh2 ckp klo x ske jgn dok pretend cm ske..tp aku rse cm ayt tu ptotnye aku bg blk kt die..haha..bdk2 skg cmtu r..spesen je..cm dak htm yg bajet bgos tuh..ag trok..sbuk cmpur hal org len yg xde kne mngene ngn die..awek ssh xnk tlg..nk mrh2..ngamuk2..tu r desperate ngn kete awek die sbnye..ble da jd nk slh2kn owg lak..pape ntah..skg, ktorg yg bkenaan da lupe pon psl tu but die tgh dok emo2 plak dlm fb..xphm tol..awek die pon cm lmbu kne cucuk hdg..hm..ntahla..ni la dnie..mcm2 ragam manusie..k, adios!

Friday, July 2, 2010

new here

huhu..cm x caye lak aku de blog sdri..slame ni cm x bminat..but tgh boring2 ni..cm best gak dpt cube bnde bru..weee....