mimpi.......

rini aku xbpe sht...so, aku jp2 tjage..kol 6.30 pg cm bese mama kjot...patu aku tdo blk...
then, jp2 tjage ag..mse tu la....tbe2..

aku de kt 1 kwsn utan tp xbpe nk utan la..hehehhe...cm kt kebun aku jek..tp x sure la...
mcm ngah shooting...wahhh...
tp aku pon xsure aku shooting as an actress ke..heroin ke..ececehh...xpon tkg bncuh milo ke..hehe
then, mse tu da senja..sume owg nk blk..tbe2...

ade owg mninggal!!! ade owg mninggal!!!
huh??sape??xtau....2 owg..dlm uma tu...
hmm..spe ek???ntah la...aku ngn b pon smbil nk jln klua tu de sowg crew ni..
pmpn..die kate die nk stle kn jnzh tu...(huhu tbe2 tegak bulu rome aku)
then, aku ckp kt die..da cl polis n ambulance ke??
die kate da..jp g dorg smp...tp aku tgk hr da mkin gelap..
aku ckp kt b aku nk tgu la..tmn die..tkot pape nty ssh..da r x bese ngn tmpt nih..
patu b kate klo aku tgu die pon tgu...rsau kt aku...
da r coverage pon xbpe cntik nih....aku rsau sgt mse tuh...

so, kitorg blk la kt uma tu...bbdot ngn iwan pon de gak...
crew tu kate die da letak jnzh2 tu dlm bilik mndi...
sng nty owg hospital nk urskan...

then smntare nk tgu owg tu dtg lmbt agt, aku, b, bdot n iwan pon dok la kt ruang tamu die..
ngn xde elektrik nye...msg2 pkai suluh ngn hp je..

tbe2 aku trase nk tetencing lak..
hehehe(smpat ag tgh2 suspen nih)
patu aku xthn sgt2 da nih..aku pon ajk r bbdot tmnkn g toilet..toilet die sgt3 luas...
then, blm smpt aku bkak sua bbdot da tencing dlu...cehhh
aku ngh bssh pyh ag dlm gelap tu..hehehehee
then, iwan pon de..kentot tol..wtpe la die nyemak2 dlm blik air nih...
tbe2 kreeekkkk...
aku pon ckp de owg!!!sape tu???
senyap je...aku pon glup glup..telan air liur...
patu ahh..aku xthn da nih...aku pon tencing la...
ngeh3...tbe2 aku rse len mcm...
aku pon pkai sua n tgn aku pelan2 je nk selak pintu bilik air tu...nk kua...
tbe2.....

aku tjage...hehhehhehe...pale aku skt sgt2...
tp pasaan nervous aku x hlg agy..
patu aku trngt aku mp tencing td...
aku cek kt tilam aku...
hehehehehhehehhee.....
nsb bek x bsh....kikikikiki
patu aku sdr yg aku dmm...huhu...
b pon call....hehehhee....
aku tgk jam pon da 11.30
xmo aku tdo agy..t mp ag yg bkn2..xmo!!!!

akak vs aku????

mlm td ati aku tsentap gle vavi...nk tau npe??

aku tdgr mama borak2 ngn mkcik yg dtg uma aku ngaji tu...

aku dlm bilik ni dok la men game solitare...hehe..xde kje...

patu tbe2 tlinge aku ni cm de vbrate lak...trett..trettt....

mama msuk bilik sblh amik pe ntah...rsenye gmbr..

tbe2...

oo....de ag ank upenye???ngat fara sorg je..ni ank kndung la e?drh dgg sdri??fara tu ank agkt j kn??

aku: poooooommmmmm!!!!!!!

cm kne petir ati aku nih....

smp ati mama...

tbe2 ati aku luluh sgt...mcm kne pijak2 bg lumat...erkkk

mkck2 da blk..mama msuk bilik aku cm bese..nk kiss pp aku..

aku pon ntah knp mngelak....touching dowh!!!

patu mama kate mrh mama la tu?

aku pon dgn nada yg lemah aku tnye..

mama cte pe td??ngt owg xdgr??owg dgr la ma...owg x ske...smp ati mama wt cte cmtu...

mama pon diam j mse tuh...patu mama kua

tbe2 air mate aku mnitis...laju gle cm air paip...

aku pon capai phone trs msg b...

nceb b tlg aku hepy blk....SYG B!!!!

ntah la...aku pon xphm...perlu ke sume ni??aku tau mama syg akak sbb dr akak kecik ag mama da berebut nk jge akk dr atok...then, mase aku lhr pon ayh yg briye nk amik aku jd ank agkt..

bkn mama..mgkn mama syg kn akk lbh dr aku..

pepon, aku ttap syg mama n akak...

akak mmg da mcm kakak aku...mmg rpt dr dlu...

cme aku tkejot kot smlm..hmm...

xpe la..gpon aku rse besyukur sgt sbb mybe Allah nk sdarkn aku dr mimpi..

aku tlupe skjp spe aku...

TERIMA KASIH ALLAH!!

aku hrp mama masih perlukan aku dlm idop die..klo x, aku pon xtau nk g mne..n pepon aku da jnj ngn dr sdri..dr kcik aku da plan pe nk wt utk bls jse baik mama ngn ayh..

wlpn utk ayh x ksmpaian, tp aku msh ade mama...

yg pntg, aku xkn lpe kn mama atau tglkn mama...

no matter wt, i juz wanna say thanx n love u mama...

tension???nk wtpe ek??

klo tension slalu korg wt ape??

- ni antare rsponse yg aku dpt :

1) tdo...sbb ble tdo kite dpt lpe mslh kite jp...

even xley nk stle, kite dpt bg time kt mind kite u

tk rest

then, ble kite da bgn dr tdo...we got d energy 2 think 4 d sollution...

ermm..tp, klo kite byk pk, ley tdo ke????

ermm..pepon, jgn amik ubt tdo plak..x elok 4 our healthy...

xpe2..klo xley tdo..

baring...relax...pejam mate pelan2....cbe ngat bnde2 yg best like g

dating ke...huhu...

patu lme2 mst ley tdo without taking any medicine!

2) g tmpt2 rekreasi o tmpt2 yg wt korg comfort

depends la kt korg...

klo yg ske air: ley g laut, pantai, air terjun, sungai, t

asik, plg koman pon longkang dpn uma klo xde longkang g bathroom je...

lg2 musim tsunami ni..kn2??

so, plg slmt bilik air uma korg jgk...hahahhaa

klo ske tgk pokok: ley msuk hutan..mncbr sket..xpon g tmpt2 jogging o pdg menan.. xpon g pdg skola je..jimat wet..xyah g jauh2 n x bhaye pon..

tp klo korg de tnm pokok byk2 kt uma ag bgs...hehe..

pe ag?cuci mate korg ngn kindahan alam hijau

smbil bsyukur pd-NYA...patu boley la pk ngn rasional...

xpon g je la tmn metropolitan kt kepong tu...sume de...tasik de...pokok de..angin pon segar...smbil2 lepak ley gak mancing xpon men lyg2..klo xreti men pon ley cuci mate ngn layang2 xpon ngn owg yg men lyg2 tu..kikiki ;D

3) mkn....

erm, mkn pon 1 dr terapi yg bgs utk hormon kite...mkn ley influence our emotions..xcaye??

klo kite mkn bnde mnis cm ice-cream, chocolate.. kite syum je

klo mkn bnde msm cm jeruk, ke kite mst senget2 kn??

klo mkn bnde pht, tjelir2 lidah nk muntah...

sume tu pngaruh emotion kite la tu...

tp, klo ari2 tension, ari2 kite asyik mkn je...

smbil mbulatkan bdn, kite mngeringkan poket jgk...hahhahahhaha

so?mkn yg ley wt kite hepy sbnye mkn free...huhuhu...

mst pas mkn tsenyum luas smp nek tekoyak mulot korg...hahhahhahaha

erm..tp bg aku, music, air mate, n owg yg kite syg je ubt yg tbaek...

music dpt tenangkan ati..gve us comfort wif beautiful melodies..

air mate..da mcm kmbr siam da ngn aku klo aku tension...atleast aku kne de 10 mnts 4 my self.

within 10 mnts tu la aku nk nanges n gve a space 4 my self...n slalunye, after nanges aku da le pk ngn sgt creatve oke!hahahhha..hbt gak kn??

d most important is support frm dos we love...mom,lover n fwens...

we can share our feelings n think listen 2 them..

so, facing diz tough world wif happiness n blessed... =)

new year!!

clbrate nw year ngn die kt ict....ok la..xbesh sgt pon...dtg awl sgt kot..tp bebaloi coz fireworks die besh..cntik sgt2... ;)

xde title =)

da lme sgt2 xmemblogging nih..huhu...ha..byk gak la ske n duke spnjg xtulis dlm blog nih...bkn pe bz.. (klo x bz pon wt2 bz) hehehe...da smggu abes final..still dok uma n xtau nk wtpe..dating pon x...ermm..die bz sgt r kot...ntah...bia la..

ha..nk tau x azam bru cuti nih???hahhahaha...katakan xnak pd nasi sbpe lme yg blh....yeahhh...chaiyok!! nk tau npe??hahhaha...tau2 sdri la yek...da mkin kritikal da ni..tu yg trs wt kputusan nih..hahahha..stakat ni alhamdulillah..da msuk hr ke 6..huuhuhu...

g 1..sbnye aku dlm dlema nih..nk blk kg ke x..kang klo x blk owg kg touchg..da r convo ni dorg dtg smate2 nk tgk aku konvo...ermm..tp klo blk kg mst aku xdpt mnikmati cuti mcm skg..hahhaha..g stu xdpt jmp die..tp dok cni pon xdpt jmp gak kn..ari2 pon gado...jp ok jp ko...hmmm...tgk la nt..huhu..

rini bfday mama..tp aku xde wt pape pon..nk wt cmne xde mbe lorh nk kua cr present..die pon g pahang..klo x die nk dtg rini...tp de kje plk..xjd ler..rsenye aku bnje mkn kt kdai abg klantan tu pon ok kot ek..hahaha...sok klo die jd dtg aku ajk die kua cr present mama...ehehhehe

=)

mlm ni blk selayang ngn die...wee!!!

then, either tgh mlm o b4 subuh da grk blk segamat...

cant wait nk jmp shasha n danish...

miss them soooo much!

but, at the same tym, windu kt die coz mlm ni last jmp b4 rye

bfday pon xdpt jmp die..

but, fair la kot...ritu bfday die pon jmp nyte b4...heheheheh

mud rye da smp....

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

selamat hr raye!

bebungo~

skian lme hati tesikse tbe2 bbenge skelip mate..huhu~

smlm kua ngn die g shopg rye..even xdpt cr sume brg still hepy sgt3..

today birthday die..tp xdpt clbrate same2.. mybe my bday pon xdpt clbrate sme2 jgk..

but, still in mood hepy..hehe..rse sume -ve feelg missin cmtu je..hbt jgk panahan asmara nih..haha...ayt xley blah..

smlm shopg kueh rye je byk..bju aku 1 pon xjmp..xde yg besh pon.. bju die dpt r 1..aku dpt kst je tu pon cm dodot jek..tp sbtu ni mama ajk g shopg..hehehe...hope dpt sume yg xde tu..hmm..

k,la..aku da 2 mlm xtdo nih..mlm td blk je..mndi2..patu tros ngadap asgnmt yg xley blah tu..adoiyai...da r bru bg smlm, kne anta pg ni..xke sngal..klo sng tu xpe r gak..ntah pe aku wt pon aku xtau...redo je le...aku ngntok smp da xley tdo da nih..tp klo tdo ni mau luse br bgn..bese r..aku kn ske topup2 tdo nih..haha...